I hate myself

I want to be loved, so I break hearts and I break my self-love I hate what I'm doing to you, I hate what I'm doing with you I said I'm confused, but am I really lying to you? Am I doing this to you? Cause I want to be loved so I break hearts and I break my self-love I hate what I'm doing to you, I hate what I'm doing with you I said I'm confused, but am I really lying to you? Am I doing this to you? Cause I want to be loved