manu's liminal space

Why have you been so silent lately? Why are drinking out of rage? You know I don't like that But you don't understand do you? I thought about you in the middle of the night Trying translating those scenarios in real life Feeling helpless 'Cause I just can't have you My mind lies to me Saying you belong with me Caught off guard hanging All wrapped up in my dreams I feel like I'm drowning while sleeping The thought of you deeply corrodes me Gotta find a hide spot to feel safe Gonna name it manu's liminal space Never been able to behave Whenever you're in sight I escape Wondering if you know that But you wouldn't understand would you? Again I find myself in this shitty position Thoughts in my head placed in a messy disposition Dark haze around me Are you the one behind it? My mind lies to me Saying you belong with me Caught off guard hanging All wrapped up in my dreams I feel like I'm drowning while sleeping The thought of you deeply corrodes me Gotta find a hide spot to feel safe Gonna name it manu's liminal space I feel like I'm drowning while sleeping The thought of you deeply corrodes me Gotta find a hide spot to feel safe Gonna name it manu's liminal space Gotta find a place to hide 'fore my spiraling tonight Scares away your gentle smile Warming my heart as I die