Until we meet again (feat. Mani producer)

They said they want to hear my voice when it's got pain in it So I won't mention her name But for now Let me start by explaining it Let me start with the blaiming bit Back then I used to hate with my heart Them places were dark Man I really struggled to find space in it Dark times taught me to spread light Let go Its only you Who can be changing it Nower days they just say I'm makeing it They see my smile but not all the pain that's hid Man it's painful shit Losing her at 7 years old Really Had me as a raging kid For 5 years I didn't spread no light I used to cry in my bed almost every night. And Think happy world is there, such a thing Cold world I pray my mum would tuck me in Nower days she so mad You can't touch a thing The same with dad Ain't no cuddle in Our house We suffer Or was we struggling Cus they hit the bottle To hide there suffering Fake confidence So I met Mary Jayne She elevates me So I can see straight You just do you And let me be mate Although she hides my pain Don't think that were the same I'm spreading light again Cus I can fight again Despite the spite in them I really had to try for them God said Don't waste Another day Of ya life for them Or any more of Your precious time on them You was raised in the streets By some wiser men Now go on Go shine on them And Tell no lies on them Your nothing like Them spineless gens And the truth is I deep felt the pain to Looking around like I wanna share the blame to No family Is this really what it came to Cus losing ya Younger ones Really does change you For most it will break Or It will make you But Stressing and hating Is where it will take you You won't never no the cost But know it always takes two Even tho I took a loss I know I gotta make do Every one wants to be a boss Every one wants to make moves They wanna dress they same Wanna live what I live Man it be a shame to Wanna sit and smoke a sp**f Ink and rap and take the p*ss Wanna make hella stacks And disregard the risks Although I don't live in the past I know know for a fact that I wish That I could bring back my sis Now let me kick back And light my sp**f And please tell me Heavens not a myth Living life well How do I put up with this Living life hell Swear somuts got to give Cus it's heart break Man I realy lived my life in dark mate That's how you seen my shine in this dark place Hearing me on a beat really make my heart race And you wont no the pain Until the conversation that you crave Is with those that be sleeping in graves Although we grieve I know we don't grieve the same Sometimes I can't breath Ond day I won't breathe again One day I won't speech again Or see again I know I won't live my teens again But I'll be seeing you in my dreams again And I promise I won't hit the streets again For you I might hit the beats again Hollie may Until we meet again