Suicide Note

Likhay jo gaanay saaray soye bina Raat karun kaali puri soya na main roye bina Gaal pe yun nami jami hai paani se dhoye bina Zakhm saaray khulay mere ghumun main piroye bina Qadar karun rizq ki main kha leta duboye bina Kese beta mard banoge yahan pe khoye bina Darakht kabhi milega nahi zameen main boye bina Eentoun se makaan bhi nhi banta, lohay bina Dhoyega tu kamar meri bahega lahu sirf Lagtay thay apne ab gaali nikle munh se Duur phir main bhagun saaray makkaaroun ki boo se Sarayn meri qala se main kia hi kahun phir Two faces, shoe laces bhaagay bina baandh ke Giray munh ke bal bhi phir us hi se pukaarte Sawaal karayn aakay mujhse puchayn mere baaray Aur main boldeta theek per na theek hun main shaam se Haan kaam hota inhain mujhse tabhi mera naam lein Baant deta qala main tou banjatay ghulaam yeh Mein sunun bhi na ab tou yeh doosroun ki chhik rahay Tou bro kaafi farq hota charas main aur jaam main Hn bila wajah kaafi lagayn hein ilzaam bhi Khuda gawah meri zindagi bhi aam si Ab sangatoun mein betha betha hojata hun aalsi Kia qeemat tum chukao ge bistar pe tootay baal ki Behad gunehgaar kitni namazain hain taali Meri maa pareshaan meri aankhoun main hai laali Mene ragarh diya khud ko puray krne hain khuwaab Haathoun main sonay ka kara kaanoun main sonay ki baali Ab sambhalti duniya daari nhi Kahin marjaunga banunga bikhaari nhi Galay saamne par chali mujhse aari nhi 4 6 bs ab kaafiyoun se yaari nahi... Per Shukar khuda ka mujhe mila yahan kabir jesa dost Warna qabar mein main hota shyd hota hi na hosh Hn yeh zindagi ne kitna kiya bechayn humain Warna bhaiyoun ki tarah hum bhi milayn bethayn roz Tu hi highs main tha sath tunay hi sambhaale lows Tu hi gawah mera kon mujhse door kon close Although idhar kitnoun main bethe kholay raaz Per woh kaat te, woh saanp se, hisaab main bhi koft Ab mout aakay milti hai anxiety ke through Zindagi yeh katay almighty ke through Kiya face mene kia kuch khud hi Tabhi mukhtalif hun sabse saaray darayn meri psyche se kiun Sar pe hai bhaari pan sa Sab sar pe haavi karta Khud se ruswai Khud ko le doobun lagta hai dar sa Dukh main betha Dikhta rasta bhi dhundla ab ghar ka Ruk lu ab kese? Ruktay ruktay hi Barh gaya faasla Kisi se na raabta Duniya se lapata Kisi ke dil main na raha Chalo set hai bas kher se jao Safar ki dua waghera parh lena Koi problem ho to call krdena Baaqi bs safar tumhara asaan ho sahi hai? Tension nhi leni, easy hokay jaana bas Set hai?