Falling Apart

I apologize I know you distant, see the pain all in your eyes I know you wishing I ain't like them other guys like He in his lane, it ain't no games, ain't no surprise You kept it real with me, I kept it in disguise I wasn't ready, I just had too much to hide like Like f*ck her mental, I'm just thinking about her thighs and I had a ego that I had to minimize see I came from nothing so it's nothing I revise I seen the low in life, I never seen the highs and I'm from the ville where ain't no chill or compromise so When I seen you it ain't seem true I had a prize Took you for granted, I'm so tired of the cries We came too far to ever think of cutting ties I had to take this heart of mine and up a size and All you can do is keep it true, I wonder why, why (All you can do is keep it true, I wonder why, why) (All you can do is keep it true, I wonder why, why) But a nigga just gone be a nigga That's the type of mentality that had me thinking bigger Bigger asses, pretty faces and a different figure In other words, babygirl I ain't fucking with you Kind of funny cause you held me down whenever I couldn't keep it together Money bought me the bitches, bitches bought me the pleasure Stayed down regardless, happy I'm doing better All the storms I caused, you came with me through the weather Even though you was hurting, you acted like you was fine Put me first every time, I put it every line I was doing you wrong, you didn't pay it no mind Treating me like I'm good, like I'm innocent to the crime What's a nigga to do, how am I supposed to act Fucking with other bitches, stabbing you in the back Saying that I was focused, never was I on track (I was saying that I was focused, never was I on track) (I was saying that I was focused, never was I on track) You my motivation God's gift and God's best creation You gave me love without limitations You kept me focus and I left you waiting Waiting for better Looking for change Waiting forever But shit just looking the same Waiting for better Waiting for change Waiting forever But shit just looking the same