This Is for Me (feat. Cookie Diorio)

Let me be the first to say X is a state of mind I'm sick of tripping over certain X's all the time From here on out I'll use it like we used to do in algebra When an x would signify a certain something was unknown to ya Or like the pirates would use it when they would draw a map To let 'em clearly see where the treasure was buried at I couldn't see how much treasure I had inside until I Put my big fat X down on your little bottom line, Hey This is for me I couldn't be here without you baby No, I couldn't be here without you babe Without you baby I couldn't be here without you baby No, I couldn't be here without you babe, Without you baby I been having so much trouble with the word forgiveness I been quick to tell that peaceful thought to mind it's business I ain't saying that forgiveness isn't ever gonna happen, yo But all that fucked up shit was real. I got receipts You know I ain't delusional I'm through with patiently waiting for time to help me cope and Sometimes all that helps me chill is swirling in a puff of smoke There's only so much shit a person can possibly handle Gotta know what battles to pick in the midst of a scandal I chose my heart, my soul, my sanity I chose to fight to save the rest of me I chose to speak out even though you fuckin' threatened me I chose to curate what the world would be remembering Yeah, this is for me I couldn't be here without you baby No, I couldnt be here without you babe Without you baby I couldn't be here without you baby No, I couldn't be here without you babe, Without you baby Thank you for setting me free Thank you for making me see the beautiful creature I have subsequently come to be Marie Kondo, I know, would be so damn proud of me for showing so much gratitude to Someone that ain't serving me And letting him go so all my undiscovered blessings can flow through the door I know this is what it happened for All the pain I endured and all the slandering that Came out on The daily in every paper and magazine I know it's strange to thank the one that tried to ruin me And give him any credit for all the good things that's happening But I truly believe that what you give you receive And I don't wanna be the one to miss a damn thing This is for me I couldn't be here without you baby No, I couldnt be here without you babe Without you baby I couldn't be here without you baby No, I couldn't be here without you babe, Without you baby