beautiful

Can't help letting go I Lost my path And I hate the past For turning gold And I'm older now I know it's only change I'm not better now I'm seein through the days When you're not around I know it's hard to say out loud And it's over now I'm falling through the haze I can't hear the sounds Of ocean's moving waves When I'm not around I'm fading into the background Nooo It's always there I know it is It's beautiful It's always been I've felt the things You can't resist They're beautiful They've always been It's all the same For you my dear I'm hard to love So help me clear My mind of shame I've held for so damn long Nooo