this life alone

Get drunk, they don't know where i've been It's another long night With another lost friend Wake up with like twenty missed text All i do is cause stress Who am i to pretend I'll put my flaws in music, but still won't let a soul inside Can't fight the feelings coming So i just run away and hide It's not my fault, blame it on the trauma trends I hear them talk but i'm never listening And i thought it was over but this never ends Waking up in strangers places that i'll never see again I'm either night or day (So run baby run yeah) You'd be stupid if you stayed (So run while you can baby) I run em all away, just go woah Look at all the problems that i started I don't mean the words sent from my phone I admit some things i've said are heartless But i don't wanna spend this life alone Built up all the bridges i've discarded I can't seem to exist on my own I admit i've put myself through darkness But i don't wanna spend this life alone All alone Tell me when it started That's what they asked me Growing up they taught me that love was never lasting I was big hearted But thats the past me Quit doing them favors until they stopped asking But what about the good ones I never trust it Thought i made some links til the chain started rusting Taught me what i think isn't always the right judgement Some left in a blink causing me to wonder what is Wrong with me There seems to be Many monsters hid beneath my bed Maybe i should start charging rent for the ones who still live inside my head I still go to therapy For things they said to me Lost all my memories Some good, some bad, some in between I'm either night or day (So run baby run yeah) You'd be stupid if you stayed (So run while you can baby) I run em all away, just go woah Look at all the problems that i started I don't mean the words sent from my phone I admit some things i've said are heartless But i don't wanna spend this life alone Built up all the bridges i've discarded I can't seem to exist on my own I admit i've put myself through darkness But i don't wanna spend this life alone All alone