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Yeah uh yeah fumblin' backwards Forgivin' myself for the madness Tryna make it a habit All of my life it ain't been automatic That's the knowledge I wish that were passing Instead these niggas were passive In chillin' in all the traumatic Bottle it in It ain't nothin' to bat an Eye who am I to tell em what i think should matter? Look after yourself when you're mentally battered Instead my uncles were crashin' And spazzin' right off of the alcohol Bottles and bottles they comin' off I seen my uncles get baptized In the river where the evil lies The liquor really got him hypnotized On many many many many nights I stood to the side and I witnessed him die He sees me I don't see him I see demons lurkin' in his eyes Watchin' it all left me traumatized That's on my daughter yeah the devil water Really somethin' I would choose to put aside I don't ever sip and even if I did you wouldn't witness it I'm moving light Can't get drunk I'm traumatized Watchin' my relatives hide behind The reason that they drinkin' just for fun But I know the reason stretches far beyond That's the reason I ain't touchin' on If I'm honest huh cause I can't judge Cause what if the reason he drinkin' Is papa went missin' and never came back to come get him What if the reason she drinkin' Is probably to numb all the feelings from witnessing Poppa Go beat on her mama and she can't do nothin' about it my nigga What if the reason that she sippin' Is to forget all the feelings of bein' her uncle's victim Touchin' in ways that's way too explicit my nigga You never know yeah uh-huh You never know yeah you never know yeah These are the reasons