hopin' n' schemin [Main Version]

What is woke to me Seeing life the way it's supposed to be Speak the truth, do it openly Going at this, capping close to me Stay authentic that's an O for me Transparent Working through all my transgressions See the world from a different lens We're all here to learn a deeper lesson N' I know that I'm heaven sent I ain't a G D But I'm all about growth and development You can not Win being pessimist My flowing' this church No Methodist The misha interment the earth These devils are dirt, n' this is the settlement Life is a test, no testament Self is what I'm inventing in Have I lost it Have I gone MaD Sabotage n' chaos, they say cause I am sad Only time I feel alive is when I am bad Or, is it real n' all I have to do is go out and grab Have I lost it Have I gone MaD Sabotage n' chaos, they say cause I am sad Only time I feel alive is when I am bad Or, is it real n' all I have to do is go out and grab My shirts got a pulse 'Cause my hearts on my sleeve N' I've been broken 'n' sabotaged Countless times by the greed But it seems the more I bleed the more that I'm free Yeah, I'm a youngin' from nothin' with Said I'm stuck 'n' I'm wantin' it Won't stop I'll be gunning it This my lane 'n' I'm running it Got a scheme 'n' dream You'll know my name 'n' I'm rushing it What I mean is obscene, like a rock but no stuffing it Taking stock 'n' discussing it Every drop I've been wanting it Never felt so conflicted, every word I've been jottin' They got me feeling addicted I'm writing thoughts that be rotten To get a moment depicted Yeah, I'm schemin' like a demon Sell my soul, I got a reason 'Cause the money I've been fienin' Mind shattered n' scattered I'm way more MaD than the hatter We bigger better 'n' badder Than all these rappers together No stop, no stagger Musics in me, don't matter There is no other, no rather The slickest, clever, with swagger (Hah-ha-hah) Have I lost it Have I gone MaD Sabotage n' chaos, they say 'cause I am sad Only time I feel alive is when I am bad Or, is it real n' all I have to do is go out and grab Have I lost it Have I gone MaD Sabotage n' chaos, they say cause I am sad Only time I feel alive is when I am bad Or, is it real n' all I have to do is go out and grabs