Again

It's getting harder to pretend The days they start so quick and somehow never end Finally made it outside The sun was dressed in red I just wanna feel something again There is a garden I must tend Spend my time just finding tying up my loose ends Flower growing toward the sun must learn to bend He just wants to feel something again And I should've had both my feet back on the ground Fly up a half of a mile 'fore you push me out Paint a picture, hang it up there Watercolor blurs, it's hard to comprehend By the time it dries, it's not what I intended Already got so much of myself that I've expended I just wanna feel something again