Learn to Laugh at Yourself (feat. Kyni)

"Hello this is Donna calling from Tucson Emergency Psych Evaluation services This message is intended for Mr. Bowman I've been reviewing your notes and in my professional opinion You're fucked We're going to need to do some further testing to start you on some medications as Soon as possible So please come down at your soonest convenience and maybe schedule the rest of the Week off work You're going to need it" So come-on come-on Go ahead and give this a try You've been hating yourself longer than you really implied So go, take your time go healing yourself Go and give yourself a break before the fall of your health Now there will always be something That will to make you stop and think Take you down a path where you cant leave And now you're sitting there with Fucked up feelings better go learn to laugh at yourself I can't deny it, its funny how deep I'm in hell And You may not see it This is how I beat it Push it down with a smile I know it probably feeds it No exercise more secrets We'll see if i can keep it Throwing myself out so far I'm dying in the deep end Ya I got the devil riding on my back And I know that he's there from the way I react I can't even lie carry a constant weight in my head And it never leaves filling all my mind with threats Now like put yourself down you'll never be shit All this time you wasting you won't even get money or be rich F*ck that with you, and all you're over thinking thoughts This isn't who your mom raised up and brought Stop thinking those be Something like you find amusing and you want to see Every little thing that you know Every little thing that you better let it go You know hate, its a dog eat dog world Feel like my mind in turmoil And I'm stuck in this place and I can't ever seem to get gone And far away It's a dangerous place if you stay Never gonna wait if you crazed Really easy to lose some faith It's a dangerous place if you stay Never gonna wait if you crazed Really easy to lose some faith Really easy to lose some faith Really easy to lose some faith