How I Feel

Everytime Everytime I try to explain how I feel I just dunno how and what to say All my feelings jaded That's why That's why I can't love again Hard for me to trust again Feels like I'm a slave These chains got me restrained When I'm deviated Gotta pour more liquor 'til I'm intoxicated Segregation Sever myself from people It's dedication Like Nipsey when I hustle I'm always faded But the future is vivid Shines like bezel, uhh Tell me I'll be okay Need a time-out, I gotta getaway Blood, sweat and tears, now I don't feel no pain "what will be will be," que sera - Doris Day ohh yeah Whatever will be will be Uhh uhhh Whatever will be will be Everytime Everytime I try to explain how I feel I just dunno how and what to say All my feelings jaded That's why That's why I can't love again Hard for me to trust again Feels like I'm a slave These chains got me restrained When I'm deviated Gotta pour more liquor 'til I'm intoxicated Do my shit my way, don't need your validate' I know why I'm here, playing hard to change the game They can't catch up tho, I'm moving in rapid pace You wasn't there for me when a nigga was down for real When I said l loved you, girl, you were my everything And I thought you got me, but you broke the boy still So many stitches, like Durk, I'm almost healed Emotions mixed up, yeah I dunno what to f-e-el Ayy, f*ck the world, dawg, until I bust a nut of jizz Yeah life's a bitch, take backshots, blood on my jeans Everytime Everytime I try to explain how I feel I just dunno how and what to say All my feelings jaded That's why That's why I can't love again Hard for me to trust again Feels like I'm a slave These chains got me restrained When I'm deviated Gotta pour more liquor 'til I'm intoxicated Ohh yeah Whatever will be will be