Scars Of The Soul (C'est la vie) (feat. Talesofknight)

Yeah This shit crazy as hell, bro, fvck! Jesadi on this fvcker Ughh! Coming from a rough background, my life has been subtle, ugh shit was like an apartheid, segregated myself, had no one to talk to Felt ostracized, "is there a God?" I doubted, cos he wouldn't have let go of my hands I got scars on my back caused by backstabbers, I'm down! But yunno, it's life Only way I'ma give up is when I die Them niggas know I'm the truth, but they lie, huh Heaven knows that I tried It's written all over my eyes If this is hell, then I ain't surprised, cos why? As a matter of fact, I been there a couple of times, I survived I got a bitch I don't trust but I love it when she gives me her ass to nut Feel like an astronaut, when I explore her moon, and she starts to moonwalk This shit got me feeling nil, I'm strong Tryna beef with me, you get corned Got a disease called 'perfection', don't worry, it's not contagious Ayy She Let me breath, ayy I'm trying to fit, ayy I'm sipping this Lean, ayy Back then it was bang bang with my right hand They know mah past, so they won't fvck with me My mama said "tryna be yourself , be a man" Now I gat middle man, oh oh Getting the bag was the mission, tryna survive is the vision, oh oh Signing petition, ayy Tryna be free from depression, oh oh Back in the trenches Living that life was depressing, oh oh Tryna get pension Ayy, to buy me a mansion F*ck with the bitch with a rubber band Want no baby, try that with another man Put that bitch in a past tense Need me a lot of bands with a dollar sign, oh Mismatch designer Amiri and Dior, I'm Flexing of course If you fall in Love with a killer Say "Rest In Peace" That's your loss But if you ain't got it, why you gon' say you got it? Niggas be fake as hell, but I see through you like x-ray machine If you got a fracture, boy, I'ma detect Singing bout gun violence, making a mess Caps in ur rap, shit is making no sense I'm not perfect, just tryna be the best me on ur song, it's a threat, send SOS! Send SOS! Don't try me! Tales to the fuckin knight, nigga! Jesadi on this mohfucker!