Apathy/Empathy

Left shoe on the right foot Still behaving like a f*ck up A while since I got my hair cut I keep on calling, still no answer Left you now my life's a dream Falling to the pavement Keep on sleeping, still won't wake up I work better on my own, uh uh uh Appreciation for the grind Still won't keep my pasty little arse in line I'm not lying, fine I've found better ways to waste my time, oh I'm tryna better myself They say there's worse ways to ruin your health I'm tryna better my mind But I've got better ways to waste my time I'm tryna better myself They say there's worse ways to ruin your health I'm tryna better my mind But not with you it's a waste of time Waste of time Waste of time Apathy, Empathy, what has become of me Keep your apologies, I know it's all make believe Boredom may swallow, the passion eats all of me I know it won't end, I beg and I plead I'm broken down to my knees Know that you lied to me, I blame myself endlessly He's over your shoulder and twirling your hair While I'm sitting here patiently This feeling is all I need, she wanted to watch me bleed I swallow my pride buried deep down inside I'm begging, I'm pleading Look at the state of me Apathy, Empathy, I really am nobody All this hyperbole, twisted reality You know who I wanna be, I've waited so patiently This boredom just swallowed me, passions destroying me Please let it end, I wanna be freed I'm no longer on my knees, I'm standing up proudly Sleeping so soundly, you're not really missing me I think I'm losing empathy, all I feel is apathy You weren't really good for me, I realise now I make believe But look at the state of me