baby i'm dead

Baby I'm dead, come paint me in red You tell all your friends I'm just pocket change but it's eleven P.M And you're still in my bed Whilst I'm giving you head And you call me again and then over again, then why in the hell are we playing pretend See lately I'm scared And I'm fucking depressed, Spend hours and hours thinking in the shower, drinking and the powder, I'm feeling the power, like when you get undressed Come bleed me to death The three words that you said Yeah, I'll never forget and I play them again and again and again inside of my head without loosing a breath But I'm loosing all sense now I'm loosing all sense now Swimming in this nightmare Tell you that I don't care Living life like it's not rare Drinking so that I forget In my night sweats you'll be there inside my bed But not physically just an idea In circles like a metaphorical sphere The more I think about you The more I drink about you The more I drink about you The more I sink without you Don't think that I don't value the times that I had you It just sucks, it's such sad news That I can no longer have you, ah I'm stressed but nevertheless I protest by holding my breath And I'm loosing my consciousness and all sense When I ingest way too many X's and Z's Now I'm begging for help But I'm bagging again See Im a fucking good liar when I'm feeling depressed So I wear a bullet proof vest To protect the holes I've burned through my chest Rope burns on my neck Im hurt but no threat Like royal blood there's no sweat But there's blood here on the bed Poison leaks through my head Drink the wine split the bread Powder shines, taste the led I survive but I'm bled dry from my zen I'm alive or am I dead? I'm alive or am I dead?