staring at clouds

All I ever wanted was to pull your head up before you drowned Now you're six feet underground And your voice is just a sound In my mind Which by the way has gone so far out of bounds You left me in the box of lost and found And no ones collecting this broken coward So I just stare up at the clouds Lately I just can't seem to stop the tears from pouring out You where the light of this small town Now its burning to the ground Ashes fall Way to often I've been calling your name out loud I even joined my hands and taken a bow Show me some sign you're looking down When I stare up at the clouds