Painful Truth

Tell me why You wanna live this way You caused all this pain You should of took it all away The world could use a change There's no use in pointing the finger Cause Im the one to blame No more making up excuses Cause Im done accepting pain I did my best not to let it end this way The audacity to think You had the capacity to change All you did was lie Cause you knew Id stay I feel some type of way But they've got you trained You think your free But your shackled and chained All I had was love And you think its a game So when it comes to my heart No I don't play Remember back in high school When they took you away Made you change your name Don't forget how you really got your claim to fame Then you took all this love and washed it down the drain And with all this pain Nothin ever really makes it alleviate In which Ill never appreciate All these people keep trying to mediate Now Im not as easy to Manipulate Cause all they wanna do is deviate Im really not the type to sit around and wait But for heavens sake Im the only one you can't eliminate Tell me why You wanna live this way I won't take this truth To the grave Now that Ive got your attention You really need to listen And you better quit simpin Before I throw you all in after school detention Cause now that class is in session Im gonna teach you a lesson About playing with your blessings And Ill never understand what's with all the deception You all did me so dirty you brought on the resurrection Im still here Im under the fathers protection You can never be forgiven without an honest confession It was never my loyalty that was the one in question Another reason why this don't make no sense I just wanted to really give your soul a cleanse But your responsible for your own deliverance And all this time wasted could have been better spent Now Im digging a trench Just to separate the demons that followed me from hells pits Cause that's where I went Im sorry Im in your head but that's how I vent And I did all of this just to save you But Im so done playin the fool I committed quite treason But really who betrayed who Tell me why You wanna live this way All the souls We could save