Digress This Pain (feat. Connor Evans)

I try my best to realize The empty thoughts inside my mind Reality mixed with lies The truth is hard to find And though I've tried many times I guess I digress this pain won't go away Until the I pray I've tried my best to realize The darkness inside me I've tried my best to hide my pride But my confidence guides me They say that I'm insane I guess we don't feel the same I conceal it with the haze But I've been left out in the rain And she knows I want it Need a drink of her alcoholic And to be honest I know that we're toxic And I know I've lost it Why now we're near the end I try I can't live life without her on my mind, yeah I try my best to realize The empty thoughts inside my mind Reality mixed with lies The truth is hard to find And though I've tried Many times I guess I digress this pain won't go away Until the I pray Stay with me forever and always Or remember the times we've had Everything you say is all gray Get out of the middle time to pick It's white or black Play these games with me like always I can't decide if it's fact or cap And she knows that I want it But I don't deserve it be honest Why do I always lie To the one that's by my side No I ain't do her right, no I try my best to realize The empty thoughts inside my mind Reality mixed with lies The truth is hard to find And though I've tried many times I guess I digress this pain won't go away Until the I pray