Losing Interest

Losing interest You won't find no better than this I swear girl if you leave just let me know So I won't look dumb when you move on Right now, I'm making moves Hopefully later I'll deal with the truth So I'm sipping this booze to numb all my feelings I reach out for help cause I know I need healing Right now, it feels like I'm losing my place My conscience is slipping its drifting away It's the only thing that kept me from the pain And people keep talkin but I can't relate Man I'm tired of this I'm so sick and tired of being tired and shit But life is a bitch, not inspired no more The more that I fight, the more that my head and my heart have a war And I breaks me apart why is my life so quiet I got all these feelins but I just stay silent Maybe im hoping that someone can hear me Cause my mind right now ain't thinking clearly Losing interest You won't find no better than this I swear girl if you leave just let me know So I won't look dumb when you move on Yeah, her love got me tying the noose Got me in my feels when I step in the booth Don't know to do, why do I always lose The people I love, I'm not who they choose Everything's stupid these cuts and these bruises They want me to stand tall but I'm only human Walk around like I know what I'm doin But inside I don't think I can do this Anything to escape from this rut Anything to give me a rush when I ain't enough Exhale then inhale it all in my lungs Bottle it up, til it combusts The rage, the sorrow, the envy, all of these feelings leave me feeling empty Such a beautiful smile, I thought you was friendly But I guess this whole time you was tryin to end me, damn Losing interest You won't find no better than this I swear girl if you leave just let me know So I won't look dumb when you move on