I Should Stay

You had me always talkin about our love But then you'd go and push me against the wall And after every fight we would always make up But then you went away Then you went away After all the lies and the heartbreak pain I looked into your eyes and I saw the same things Something that keeps pulling me back to you I know that I should stay I know that I should stay Why can't I give up on things that I love the most I to think that, letting go, is what hurts the most Even worse than a friend that turns to ghost You aint even know, aye Lost love ones to the pills, to the dope To the feels, couldn't cope Knots from their stomach gone to their throat, aye Tying off hope, guess that's the way that it goes huh Yuh, so tell me How am I supposed to know love, ey If I ain't ever shown love, ey And even when I was, it was fake Layin' in the grass with the snakes Throwing my past in my face Sayin that they care, but they only time they care Is when there's cash in the bank yuh And after all the lies and the heartbreak pain I looked into your eyes and I saw the same things There's something that keeps pulling me back to you I know that I should stay I know that I should stay I remember the nights waking up staring at your ghost Reliving all the trauma that hurts me the most Now I'm in a constant coast, a comatose And it's been that way since I made you go Down the wrong path I never meant to, but I miss your laugh And it takes everything not to break down I should've grasped your hand and try to save you, eh I'm sorry And I know its too late, but it haunts me Everything I hear your name I am hardly Able to keep sane, cause I caused your falling If I stayed I could have saved you And it kills me to know I could have saved you And I should've been there when you needed me to Now your death is something I have to live through And after all the lies and the heartbreak pain I looked into your eyes and I saw the same things There's something that keeps pulling me back to you I know that I should stay I know that I should stay How could I not think it's my fault Lookin' at the damaged that I've caused Knowing I can never right my wrongs Pouring my heart out into these songs For all the ones I loved that have lost I'm gonna make it but what did it cost Yeah, what did it cost What did it cost You had me always talkin about our love But then you'd go and push me against the wall And after every fight we would always make up But then you went away, then you went away And after all the lies and the heartbreak pain I looked into your eyes and I saw the same things There's something that keeps pulling me back to you I know that I should stay I know that I should stay