Insomnia

I didnt know that I could feel this cold I'm surrounded by the lights but I'm all alone Is anybody really there, am I just seein ghosts You always drift away again when I need you most I couldn't tell you how I been cause I don't even know You were my tourniquette so I could feel you letting go You were the sweetest dream I ever dreamt to help me cope With this insomnia, all I want is a heavy dose of you Cuz when it's dark inside my room Your the light that's bleeding through The only thing I know to be true I never would've thought that I would lose Never thought that I would lose you How stupid of me to think that I knew you Supernatural thought I could see through you But now I see that it's impossible to do Forget what I said, remember the promise It's harder without you if I'm bein honest Fakin a smile so it isn't obvious Took me awhile to figure out what the problem is Say somethin stupid, your hurting again I can't believe we'd be better as friends I can't quit askin if this is how it ends How foolish of me to think I could mend A heart for you that wasn't worth fixin I tried for you, but you cannot be saved Said I'd die for you, but you didn't listen I fought for you, how easily replaced I am Ye i really thought I was the man To walk down the isle, put a ring on your hand Buy a nice house and start on a fam But even now I'd do it again Just forget it, aint that what you said bitch I wonder if maybe now you'll regret it Now that you can see where I am headin Just remember though you decided to end it I didnt know that I could feel this cold I'm surrounded by the lights but I'm all alone Is anybody really there, am I just seein ghosts You always drift away again when I need you most I couldn't tell you how I been cause I don't even know You were my tourniquette so I could feel you letting go You were the sweetest dream I ever dreamt to help me cope With this insomnia, all I want is a heavy dose of you Cuz when it's dark inside my room Your the light that's bleeding through The only thing I know to be true I never would've thought that I would lose