Lost Your Heart

You lost your heart you can't wake up Too late you tried, your mind's made up ( your minds made up) You said your mine, you can't go free You made a deal you belong to me ( belong to me) Thought I'd be the MC in this story, but I'm just a villain Every good thing put before me, I just go and kill it I just can't help it, this is who I am, it's how I feel Thought only heroes wear a mask, yet I sit here concealed I never had a home, how could I have a ceiling They'd leave me all alone, to drown within my feelings No healthy way to cope, so I had no proper healing Not knowing which way to go, made death sounds so appealing No one to relate to, I had to make do, look what I've become Nowhere to escape to, my fears came true, tell me where's the love I wanted to save you, so I chase you back where I begun How could you say to take a bullet for me when you're the one Standing right behind the gun Panic, maybe I should run Take what I have and hit the road Pack it up and I'ma go Demons keep getting a hold of me, always controlling me, turning me back an older me Used to be friends, but now you just shoulder me I'm thinking if I sign this deal, maybe you'll notice me Hopefully, but probably not But hey, what else do I got Look If love is a drug, I gotta adjust, probably why I'm so uncomfortable It's not what it was I'm losing my trust, or maybe I hate being vulnerable My blood cannot pump, now that it's gone, commitment is what you're supposed to do But I don't think that's an idea I have ever been open to, nah You lost your heart you can't wake up Too late you tried, your mind's made up ( your mind's made up) You said your mine, you can't go free You made a deal you belong to me ( belong to me) I watch you slam the door and leave like this is how it ends Forget the memories and act like it's just all pretend Delete the pictures, I'm sorry, but this is all intense I see these words all appearing as I look down this pen I'm bound to send You a message asking if you're still in town If we can talk about the times you said I let you down If you met me now, would you tell the world that I messed you round Or would you tell the world you're obsessed with your ex and beg for clout Don't ever doubt me, I'm the best around Took a message out of all my pain just to let it out Don't ever shout my name, you clown, I made it, I'm better now Go share my blessings out to everybody, forever proud So when I see your name pop up on my phone, I would laugh and say that I made it Last time I saw you, you hated my music and wouldn't play it And now it's all that is playing inside of your bloody playlist I bet that your crush is raging, you're desperate for my last name When I couldn't care less about you, you're wondering how my day is See me on the stage and the radio going crazy I do things you said that I couldn't, now on the daily Hope that when you're listening back that you really hate this I'm just playing, I moved on, I just really wanted to say this I'm tired of all the fakeness, I'm standing up with the greatest You're living with all the basics and constantly getting wasted I wish that we never dated and that is my final statement