Lie (Prod. By Rinz.)

I'm sorry for my cry of help I'm sorry you couldn't respond to my feelings I shouldn't have lied to myself I guess that it's time for my heart to start healing I wish it was you and no one else I wish I could've been who you love But love makes its own twists and turns I need you to see that I don't mind You dismissing me but I can't lie I thought you were one of the cool ones And instead you... Lies Lies Like everybody else you Lie Lie I cannot be myself if I Lie Lie Like everybody else you Lie Lie I cannot be myself if I I wonder what you think of me I wonder why I take the time to care I think about you constantly While you've forgotten I exist I wish I would love myself first before I give in to get hurt Making the same mistakes all over again I need you to see that I can't find My own inner peace if I pay mind To feelings that dress up as love And instead are Lies Lies Like everybody else you Lie Lie I cannot be myself if I Lie Lie Like everybody else you Lie Lie I cannot be myself if I I thought you were perfect I saw perfection in your eyes But boy you're not worth it You're not worth my time My heart won't stay burdened By the hurt of my mind (Cuz it hurts in my mind) I know I deserve to love Without having to fear you Without having to fear you Without having to fear you I know I deserve to love Without having to fear you I know I deserve to love I know I deserve to love Without having to fear you I know I deserve to love I know I deserve to love Without having to fear you I know I deserve to love