Lonely Journey

My only option (Disappear) Everything about me (Despair) Every way I look (Emptiness) Can't tell anyone (Dignity) I must remove myself (Forevermore) Never to be found (Perishing) Anger Fear Solitude Anger Fear Solitude So this letter writ (Condemning) Never to be understood (Mystery) It is my only outlet (Soul searching) No-one can contemplate (Torturing) I empty my pockets (Uselessness) Dress for anything (But nothing) Open the door to my (New future) Close it behind me (Uncertainty) Fear Empathy Wandering Fear Empathy Wandering A lonely journey is What I'll Take Never looking back No direction will I take Wandering Never knowing where I'll be Leaving everything and everyone behind Shouldering my pain to ignore my mistakes Heading towards with no plan of my new home My destination is unclear, no one cares Everywhere I go is not what I want Finally I stop and stare my last HOME Now that I have stopped (Relief) Freedom feels like such a (Fantasy) What will I do now (Non-conformity) The will to end it all (Sickening) Loneliness Consuming Apathy Encroaching Excitement Paling Anxiety Paralysing I can no longer stand this loneliness I can no longer stand this emptiness I am free but it is so lonely Unsure of what to do next Every step makes this journey longer Looking forwards or back there is no difference STOP I will go back and face my fears Returning to unknown world My travel back is so lonely (Surrounded) The people I knew before (Strangers) I am back again (Hollowing) Nothing will ever be (Familiar) Take a stand against (History) Shattered and broken (Rebuild) Forced to Become Someone else Forced to Become Reborn