Helluva Trip (HELP)

Ya know nobody perfect man We all go through shit We all got our own ways of how we deal with shit And we all got our own vices Ain't nobody perfect man Uh Must be on rocket ship if It's not what is this That what's my problem is I be high off all these substances Sometimes I need a fix I'm always thinking too much Lately been drinking a lot It's not the best substance to mix with the stuff that I'm thinking up about Not gon lie I put that drink in my cup Yes I pop percs It's a downer but that shit be lifting me up Beans got me up Im chasing velveeta Boy Im one helluva trip I smoked a wood after eating a shroom this one helluva trip I need some help with the shit Every day I'm rolling woods just to get through day I can admit I got habits I be smoking til my shroom peaks Knowing that I won't sleep on all these tablets Never gave a f*ck But chasing that numb feeling been there so much I can't stand it Had to run my money up I cannot fold it up so now it's rubber banded I put my soul in these in songs Trying to let you know what's going on without me saying much I'm seeing scary hallucinations I can't take it nomore Jigs got me thinking of her I need Cupid to shoot one of the things through her heart I did a lot of shit to ya I was so immature ain't really mean it all Boy this a helluva trip Need to better Grandma raised me better than this Lost my will to live But I can't do nun bout it she would never forgive it None of the women forgetting Broke so many hearts won't say it the numbers ridiculous This a different type of tripping I ain't think my ego death would be nothing like this Boy this a helluva trip Must be on rocket ship if it's not what is this I'm in lala land Floating in abyss so baby come grab my hand I don't understand Lost so many people all I had was fam I should've been there Always had my back and I lost both of them Boy this a helluva trip Must be on rocket ship if It's not what is this See what my problem is I be high off all these substances I'm always thinking too much Lately been drinking a lot It's not the best substance to mix with the stuff that I'm thinking up about Not gon lie I put that drink in my cup Yes I pop percs It's a downer but that shit be lifting me up Beans got me up Im chasing velveeta Boy im one helluva of trip I smoked a wood after eating a shroom this one hell of a trip I need some help with the shit Uh uh