Loophole

I've been goin' round in loops, A hole that I've fallen into Author ambiguous, I got no givin' clues Need someone to close this space, a wormhole Some form of escape, just a loophole Switchin' sides, mental game, All cool though Give my kudos, first few words, appointed at my few bros Couple of them might stick around for my funeral But swear y'all gon' be itchin' for my post-humo Albums, all I think about, what they did, what I can Just a man, wonder how my words can spread past the dead Mace just a face, cause I'm scared as hell, but I ain't scared of there, got grace Heaven's place, on myself I swear, but I shake in fear I might dip and tip to fent, or some other bit, that I swore I wouldn't get But I ride my morals, with mid to high importance So these fears are just a boring, way to review my assurance That I won't be a disappointment, to the people I promised I'd be At the top of this ominous mountain, sitting with dominance Until my own fall from God's catalyst Taking my mind, put of my matter, so I don't flesh out To what everybody blame now, temptation idolized now In and out of holy house, side with fame for a cash cow Set your fate with no givin' rate, hard to think we just here to populate Only race for time, with no breaks for our mind No red signs to tell us our own twilight Or if we got a full lit, steam ahead, green light The wormhole ties all this together Find your loophole You need to get out of the loop Five hundred days, five thousand ways, I can make a change Slip at these chains, bore to my bones Lord firm your hold, body got control, too much, not no more All torn, this a forlorn, to my shortcomings Tried to blame you for them, though you ain't help emotions I should still hold my honor, look at life in sonder I've been going under, rinse repeat I wonder if I'm gonna get out this loop I've been fighting tides in my own room Tried to fix my attitude, but still my grip slips Though I thought you left me with nix Those scars could be something that I grow on Fall apart walking yet I still can go on Let go of all these broken pieces that used to stick to my core Bones breaking while ignoring that some new ones are formed Sore been poured, evermore, I let your mind hold a sword And still wonder why my whole body's sore I feel stuck in time, I face my own mind Want to get back in blood, but it's my own that makes up I'm hating my face when I look in any reflection My mind tries to shun, all my memories burn up in the sun A hole I fell in, dug up, by myself Never realized my wrongs, still feel like this burden weighs tons Thanks for watching