Chemistry, Version 2.0

Drugs Give me all the drugs you have My life is meaningless without drugs I want to experience things locked away inside my brain I want to see everything all at once Earth could never do that But these fungi on these planets that no one's ever seen Seem to make me feel Quite well The last source of fun and freedom Before I wander off into the depths with an existential crisis Nicotine, valium, Vicodin, marijuana, ecstasy, and alcohol Could never match, even all together, what I'm feeling right now This is too explicit You can't talk about drugs Give me all your drugs so I can Properly dispose of them I need them I need every mind altering substance in every Corner, nook, cranny, abscess, and cave of these newfound places I don't need relationships or human beings to enjoy My meaningless, endless existence Maybe I'll try jumping into a black hole That didn't work. Now I'm just dizzy I want to walk on the sun Meet all the other sun creatures that live there USS Callister looks pretty cool from here There's the death star! I'm walking through it now Saw the old cantina band on tatooine You know, usually I'd do these things to feel like I'm floating But now I'm actually, you know, floating And when it kicks in Nothing feels right And when it finally hits It's a bad time These chemicals from these places Are evil as they come But you know the nature It's not just one and done The music I'd been hearing Is now completely dead All that's left is ringing Deep inside my head My mind is a prison And I am the tenant This giant metal box Can't hold me, can it? I will destroy my mind It's the only way to die All the early death I crave It's like my personal rave Counting down to zero now I don't think I'll live on now Saturate my liver now And it still survived somehow Screaming at the top of earth I think I have gone berserk Sounds like I'm not where I'm at And I realize it's not that People act and I am too While the simulation brews While my situation stews I won't just forget about you