How to Fake Your Death

How will I make sure this time? I really have to cross that line They won't know or care that you've left here Hold your breath cause you won't die Try to resist opening your eyes Soon you can go on living But this is how to fake your death Say goodbye, your dying breath Must be very, very convincing I wanna let you know when you're alive 'Cause everybody loves you when you die Something is wrong, a piece is missing Tie the knot, buy the drugs Make sure you've got all your kisses and hugs Find a spot to stay for a while At least you don't have to keep faking a smile And I'm immortal Stepped through the portal That blurs the line Between pleasure and pain Where to after this? Launched into the abyss Will the void howl back? Really, this is so much fun Not surrounded by anyone I'm the main character now I think about my spouse and kids Atop the mountain where I live It's been getting pretty boring