Depersonalization

I feel like imma die at 27 6 more notes til heaven Mama crying cause I'm hurting everything and I won't let her see Dealing with the thoughts that got me sleep deprived All you did was sympathize What do you want me to say, what do you want me to be? And now I'm breaking I'm breaking everything that makes me human And now I'm aching I'm aching to the thought of your confusion Don't want to face it I only see myself as an illusion Don't think I'll make it There's nothing in this world, no more solutions Pretty monsters got me reaching for the ride They say that love will help me make it through the night Each time I hear that shit, it makes me wanna die It's free advice, don't you fucking think I tried? I swear I tried It's the pursuit that caused eviction of my life Every moments got me blessing your goodbyes Got my brain ripping apart, I'm not inside I see myself walking in circles and ask why I wonder why I am just what I am I wonder why You think I've spared some innocence Don't you hear me calling Don't you hear me falling I wish that someone saw me Convince me that I'm breathing