Ever Enough

Try to imagine walkin round in a hunnid crowds Head down do they know me now? Head down i'm lookin out I be searchin wild for a way out But nobody notice i'm trippin Used to talk suicidal cause i just need attention Not want did you get my mention Spoken word head itchin I only relate to my pain Knowin damn well to keep my distance God damn I be cryin I tell you the truth that i'm lyin I be burnin up on the inside My body in flames i can't hide You look and found a surprise Just me here with no pride Feelins in a chest locked away Swallowed the key with my pride I sit back and I park my car Look and pray to a shootin Star Close my eyes and believe I'll make it Had a dream I was goin far Gah damn Shit be tough Am I never enough? Long nights early mornins late days isn't faith I look around in my place Still nobody in my place Just me here and a drank Microphone and a frank Steady goin I record They want me to stop but I can't Power through like a racehorse You wit me now what you came for? Didn't love me when I started You grown now what you bang for? I see people do the switch Actin up like a glitch Think of lies they can pitch Don't phase me I'm legit Gah damn Shit be tough Am I never enough?