It Never Ends…

I lie down in denial Feel the engulfing pain in my limbs And in my skull The circle of thoughts never ends Twists and stings around my brain Never disappear but returns Stronger and darker than ever before How should I forget - how do I go back I will forever be condemned and lost I realise in my solitude I cannot break out or return I will forever dig deeper Into the darkness of an unknown world - beneath Is this my destiny Drowning in despair Will this ever end Floating in a sea of agony It never ends In the circle of fear It never ends Even death is not the end I lie down in denial Feel the engulfing pain in my limbs In my skull The circle of thoughts never ends Twists and stings around my brain Never disappear but returns Stronger and darker than ever before How should I forget How do I go back I will forever be condemned and lost It never ends In the circle of fear It never ends Even death is not the end