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This the part where the clouds get darkened Dim the whole sky no stars no sparkling No sudden movement the waves keep barking Hope you ain't afraid Of the deep Pitch darkness Makin sure I keep a float Always keep the sail a go Riding through the stormy waves Never seen the afterglow Reachin heights in many ways Higher then I see my goals Soon to be tsunami All my feelings being overthrown Memory is hazy My mind is feelin broken Scrambling to find a way to keep da gears in motion Hard to pave a way when surrounded by the ocean See no sign of land if I do my vision trolling I cant trust myself Cant trust nobody else I lost my devotion Cross da list ok what else? Stuck into this journey No ones ever felt Bringing so much hell to try nd keep this ship sailed like Where tf I'm gonna go from here from here All you ever do is be sincere sincere Cause ain't nobody gonna help you pave a way They always be in fear Keep the almighty upabove dont take the wheel and steer Or you'll be asking Where tf I'm gonna go from here from here Lookin for the worth Bringing less along Putting in the work Still wont be for long He procrastinator Waiting till some shit pop off Hoping for a miracle But still become a lost cause Killah no mentality Double back in fatal Comin right back at me Boomerang da angle Ricashayin blades Thrown deep into my back I Cant feel da pain Easy where to get stabbed at Im Used to it I became immune All my actions neva timed right too soon Not accepted by the culture I'm a lone coon I dont belong 25 is comin so soon I wrote sorry full of sarcasm old news Just to double back and repeat what I go through The ship is losin all control now Feed the waves what it wants a manipulated crowd Where tf I'm gonna go from here from here All you ever do is be sincere sincere Cause ain't nobody gonna help you pave a way They always be in fear Keep the almighty upabove dont take the wheel and steer Or you'll be asking Where tf I'm gonna go from here from here Physical contact hit the water Made a splash as I'm sinking for the bottom My ears fully muffled to the sound Me submerged till my body hits the ground I Cant really tell if theres a ground It runs deep like it'll never be found Me Descending Me descending Sinking As da light fades to black I wont stop descending Temp is gettin colder This shit is never ending Vision goin blind Nobody attending Fallin straight align No one for depending Do not reach out Let it drag you down Keep your eyes closed Listen to da sound Drag him down Like an anchor Drag him down Somethings gotta give Searching for da end I Think that I am here Neva made ammend Do I swim back up Or do I fall in peace Always shootin hella blanks Hella shots been received He dont know what else to say He be lost of many words Speechless in many ways Always Taking hella turns Neva focused on the road I be Always causin swerves Do I keep da sail up or do I let dat shit burn