Fake Smiles

I give fake smiles through great trials The tribulations that I'm facing with grace truly takes style It's not a flex I must confess because I've been racing for miles I swallow heartbreak, it tastes vile Fake smiles Heartbreak tastes vile Once more I express that I need the Lord AHAYAH, cut me from wicked cords I don't want my heart to fall to the floor When I close one, you always open another door But it's not always easy for me to walk through because I'm leaving folks that I will never get to talk to again I said goodbye to my best friends It hurts so much I might as well bleed through this pen Who else will I lose? Gotta sacrifice much to be the chosen few So be it I give fake smiles through great trials The tribulations that I'm facing with grace truly takes style It's not a flex I must confess because I've been racing for miles I swallow heartbreak, it tastes vile Fake smiles Heartbreak tastes vile A lot of people want the truth until they get it Ain't no half stepping Yeah you better be committed Are you cold or are you hot? I wanna be with God so I can't stop I just wanna win together We can say that we stood through the wind and weather We could really weather the storm Right now I remember and mourn For context I lost the love of my life But I left her behind to seek Christ I stand as a man, not a little boy YASHAYA died to fill the void I give fake smiles through great trials The tribulations that I'm facing with grace truly takes style It's not a flex I must confess because I've been racing for miles I swallow heartbreak, it tastes vile Fake smiles Heartbreak tastes vile With a throat full of pain, I'm not hopeful in vain God bless you