raise my defenses

The moment's passed I'm tryna move along I know you love to say you're never wrong I'm not awake So here we are Feeling the weight We carry on I hate the silence of the stereo I'm taking drives and don't know where to go Was hoping I Could share it all But I get high And never call (Forever young) Forgive me I'm Not good with names I'm focused on keeping down the pain I'm self-obsessed To think you're mine It's self-induced stress From losing light And if I can't live unless I fight I'm so upset with what I control I hope I don't- I don't wanna move on no more I'm waking up late and I'm so bored I'm crying all night on the dance floor I'm tweakin' out I been on a solo mission To understand what's been missing They'll switch up on you in an instant So I raise my defenses (Sorry) (I scared you away) Totally fine or over the line Figure it out it's all in your mind I tried to tell her how it's gotta go I want somebody that nobody knows I know it's not The way it goes I'll do my best With what I chose I hate the silence of the stereo I'm taking drives and don't know where to go I'm not awake So here we are Feeling the weight We carry on (Forever young) Forgive me I'm Not good with names I'm focused on keeping down the pain I'm self-obsessed To think you're mine It's self-induced stress From losing light And if I can't live unless I fight I'm so upset with what I control I hope I don't- I don't wanna move on no more I'm waking up late and I'm so bored I'm crying all night on the dance floor I'm tweakin' out I been on a solo mission To understand what's been missing They'll switch up on you in an instant So I raise my defenses (I don't wanna move on no more) Totally fine or over the line (I'm waiting up late and I'm so bored) Figure it out it's all in your mind (I'm crying all night on the dance floor) I'm tweakin' out