Misogynist

Like that time when Your world became mine You said I'll be OK With all the drugs you pumped into me You taught me how to lie to people And pretend that I fit in When I try to sleep at night Dreams evade me, but the Nightmare of that neon hair haunts me Like the master key My mind locked Against my will Bland hate bleeds Through my needs Still I hope To save myself Piece by piece Remember it Like that time Long ago Help me, I suppressed it - unlock me Deep in me my ego abhors it Something about you reminds me Of nightmare imprisoned - inside me All the time you're teaching me How much shit we all drown in Standing tall in your pride Convinced that you know everything But this hate you can't control Somehow you're provoking it When I disagree with you And you attach a new label to me I can't hold it in Any more These scars I bear will boil And explode Remember time When you raped me Illusion of control Shattered like silent scream But then a miracle You walked out Neon hair, your fearful eyes Could save me But you turned away and ran Come back, don't leave She'll kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Like that time Long ago When I shut down You changed me Inside me hatred thriving This nightmare devouring everything Neon hair, fearful eyes, break me I feel it my demon rising This damage is changing me This nightmare awakens me Now