Watch It Burn

Standing on the beach The sunlight in my eyes Little tiny pieces of the life I left behind I packed it all away today I tried to let it go but I couldn't stay Wanted to tell you what you meant to me Couldn't find a way to make you see Do you want to watch it burn Slipping through my fingers yet again Seems like I've been here before Will I ever fucking learn? Like it always does in the end I don't want to feel like this anymore I always look back And it keeps me up at night Someday I'm gonna fucking crack When will I ever get it right Another perfect day Just staring at the trees The tallest palms I'd ever seen swaying in the breeze This city will always be the same Until you learn to play the game But I let it get inside My self-doubt ate me alive Do you want to watch it burn Slipping through my fingers yet again Seems like I've been here before Will I ever fucking learn? Like it always does in the end I don't want to feel like this anymore I always look back And it keeps me up at night Someday I'm gonna fucking crack When will I ever get it right