PTSD (feat. CQUE)

I said it's painful trusting, shouldn't have did it Who would've thought that love would feel like a fatal collision My mind feel like a war zone, please stop the visions When you say that you love me it's like you just pulled a trigger (trigger) I said it's painful trusting, shouldn't have did it Who would've thought that love would feel like a fatal collision My mind feel like a war zone, please stop the visions When you say that you love me it's like you just pulled a trigger (trigger) Cause I just feel it's There's times my mind be cluttered, my thoughts be causing commotion I got hoes all on my line but they might drown off in this ocean Had to learn to stay strong, consistency's devotion On my way to the top, I don't say it to be boasting But I've been humble so long, never would've thought that showing love would feel so wrong I was wrong all along It's cool I'll hold the tears, my heart is racing Keep finding the same old souls with different faces When you tell me you love me don't get offended cause I might run Get all in my feelings girl I swear I'm quick to light one It's to the point that when I think of loving I shun Know I'm far from perfect can't deny the things that I've done Time and time again I catch me telling myself Take your heart up off your sleeve it's better off on a shelf Done did right by so many, it ain't no chances left Your sympathy can be kept, that's just the cards I was dealt I said it's painful trusting, shouldn't have did it Who would've thought that love would feel like a fatal collision My mind feel like a war zone, please stop the visions When you say that you love me it's like you just pulled a trigger (trigger) I said it's painful trusting, shouldn't have did it Who would've thought that love would feel like a fatal collision My mind feel like a war zone, please stop the visions When you say that you love me it's like you just pulled a trigger (trigger) I said it's painful trust, can't show no love for nothing I keep my feelings to myself cause I can't show the public To put your trust inside them people I wouldn't suggest it I used to worry about how they felt but now I'm just like f*ck it Cause all I got is myself, they ain't ever check on me Only I'm leaving my crib now if it's benefiting my team When I was they ain't wanna help me get back up on my feet But if it's one thing that I learned life ain't the game you can cheat I remember I lost my brother to then streets, ain't smile for weeks Seem like the only thing that help is when I'm hearing these beats I know somebody got to feel all of this pain that I speak I don't really care about your politics I'm trying to find peace Lord, I just want to know what it feels like to love I just wanna know what it feels like to trust But that shit way too hard I said it's painful trusting, shouldn't have did it Who would've thought that love would feel like a fatal collision My mind feel like a war zone, please stop the visions When you say that you love me it's like you just pulled a trigger (trigger) I said it's painful trusting, shouldn't have did it Who would've thought that love would feel like a fatal collision My mind feel like a war zone, please stop the visions When you say that you love me it's like you just pulled a trigger (trigger) Cause I just feel it's I don't know CQUE, I think you right bro This shit too hard