Lost Soul

Lost soul Where do I go Lost soul Where do I go I'm feeling trapped here by myself Why we gotta go through this Like why you chose us for this No patients as a child Lil did I know we had to go through this Doing errthing in my power Just so my kids don't gotta feel this shit F*ck out my face it's not boutta bag Big Twnty forever I'm stacking chips Lost soul Like where do I go What I'm supposed to do Left here all by myself Feeling trapped think I'm losing it Like how I'm supposed to make it here When the devil wants nothing but my soul Bitch I'm traumatized From all that shit I done been through This life gon take a lot Just praying I get a chance to see this through Like will you stand the rain Or will you run just like the bitches do F*ck how it make you feel This shits to the grave My stochachs aching from those nights That we ain't have no food Barely affording rice Most our meals came from the ones serving out the schools Dad he gone from four in the morning Providing the best he could Mama slipped and fell They thought she'd be down and out for good Was drowning all my sins out With the codeine God have mercy on my soul I'm just trynna make it Was geeked off that X pill While seeing purple visions Friends politicking sipping lean Losing my patients My brudda chose to flip on me These bitches chose to switch on me I chose the streets Knew it wasn't good Somehow someway I'm living and Didn't know no better Mixing lean popping X Just for my pleasure Demonized a fiend it wasn't me I didn't know no better Why we gotta go through this Like why you chose us for this No patients as a child Lil did I know we had to go through this Doing errthing in my power Just so my kids don't gotta feel this shit F*ck out my face it's not boutta bag Big Twenty forever I'm stacking chips Lost soul Like where do I go What I'm supposed to do Left here all by myself Feeling trapped think I'm losing it Like how I'm supposed to make it here When the devil wants nothing but my soul My soul He wants nothing but my soul He wants nothing He wants nothing but my soul