older and wiser

Now I know this is Not what you pictured When you thought How I'd be when I was older A humble life An empty fridge Bread and butter It's not much But it's enough Like drinking water Go on tell me how it is Everything I'm doing wrong Know you think I'm still a kid I'm not the girl that I once was Now we know i've had my share of doing dumb things And I've said over and over That I'm changing It's not lost on me that We've always felt a lack of understanding I still try Even though I never Know just what I'm getting Go on tell me how it is Everything I'm doing wrong Know you think I'm still a kid I'm not the girl that I once was Older and wiser You've got a leg up on me Take some or leave some Ill make my reality I've learned the hard way Told me so you'd say I carry it close to me I remember it all clearly Go on tell me how it is Show me what you think I want