SUCKERPUNCHED

Suckerpunched trying to get back to the way I used to laugh Nothing feels like it did since I was a child Time can heal but every wound just opens up again Take me back to when life was just a silly little game we played Nothing ever makes sense anymore I'm scared and I'm alone Will anything ever feel like home again? I'm bleeding out bones like paper every organ shutting down Tied to my bed every fibre rotting how did I get myself in this I'm breaking down again I don't think I'll be who I used to be I don't think I'd be proud of me