It Ain't Been Easy

No hard feelings, but I'm going through that numb Healing You never answer, so I'm done kneeling, done Peeling Back my scalp so you can see that I have no Ceilings The thought of leaving got me thinking life Has no meaning Reflecting on the tension that we kept but Never mentioned Made me realize our connection might be slightly Threatened All the stars I saw collapsed in a matter of Seconds And then was swallowed by a dark pit of non-Progression I'm a missing person, a slightly different version Of who you knew when my mental and Finance was hurting I popped up out the curtain and showed you All my burden The puppet dances limply while he sips his Bourbon Look in my honey eyes, you can see the sun Arise I watch the magic vanish without no goodbyes I don't need no advice, when I'm between your Thighs The more you take from my soul, the more You feel alive Why havent I been found I tried to stick around Aw shucks you missed out It ain't been easy Why havent I been found I tried to stick around Aw shucks you missed out It ain't been easy Kiss me while I'm still here Show me that you see it clear Don't break my heart again and make my memory A souvenir Kiss me while I'm still here Show me that your Seeing clear Don't break my heart again and make my memory A mirror Uh, where you been my whole life Cause I've been through the ringer Second guessing love Should I put a ring on the finger Should I bother I just sit back and I ponder Should I work harder Should I give up when I falter Taking good advice from my father Bad advice from some authors Social media scars us Lord, pray for our daughters In this society of good girls are like sobriety Hard to come by So I just wonder who's worthy to take the altar, uh Upers and downers are just taking control Cause these over-the-counters just ain't Working no more So I'm drinking wolf bourbon By a full moon I wanna close the curtain But it's too soon Why haven't I been found I tried to stick around aww shucks you missed out, You missed out Why haven't I been found I tried to stick around aww shucks you missed out, You missed out You missed out It ain't been easy It ain't been easy It ain't been easy It ain't been easy It ain't been easy It ain't been easy It ain't been easy Tell me why Tell me why Tell me why Tell me why Tell me why