Hold My Weight

I could change my name and drive away into a city and walk with the crowds for a while Pack up all my things, a couple dollars and a car that barely makes another thousand miles People watching, sit and stopping, eat on corner restaurants, and let all of my dreams die out Life is getting tougher and I think I'm out of luck or I wasted my charms on a lie But I won't go that way What comes first, the pride or pain? I hold all my weight I'm to blame, and that's okay And now I'm getting older, should have listened to my father, 'cause he's right most of the time Life is what you make it, if you want it go and chase it 'cause one blink your days are behind Driving home alone another day no motivation it seems so hard to come by Life is getting tougher and I think I better run before I wear another disguise But I won't go that way What comes first, the pride or pain? I hold all my weight I'm to blame, and that's okay Some days I don't know how to fake a smile and that's alright Some nights all alone I pray to God I'll be alright 'Cause I won't go that way What comes first, the pride or pain? I hold all my weight I'm to blame, and that's okay