In My Book

Lonely eyes I see you blink twice so I know you heard me I should come up with some better things to say It's all the same It's all the same Broken hearts Broken dreams And broken promises I miss you but that doesn't change a thing It makes it worse And they say stick to what you're good at I make things worse At least in my book I used to think that I love you But I know that I don't This is not how you treat anyone that you love Used to think that I love you But I know that I don't This is not how you treat anyone that you love Used to think that I love you But I know that I don't This is not how you treat anyone that you love I used to think that I love you But I know that I don't This is not how you treat anyone that you love. At least in my book I've always been so good at turning pages I guess it's hard to get good reads on me At least in my book Sometime Id like to read a single page from yours When the perspective shifts And I see your point of view I'm proud of you though I'm proud of the way that you dealt with the hand that I gave you When I never showed you the cards Or the game we were playing And I know I know, I know You never asked to be here But then again Neither did I I guess in some ways we are alike Damn I used to think that I love you But I know that I don't This is not how you treat anyone that you love Used to think that I love you But I know that I don't This is not how you treat anyone that you love I used to think that I I thought I love you But this is not how you treat the people you love I used to think that I I thought I love you But this is not how you treat the people you love I think I buried my axe I think the therapy worked Now I'm just better at diagnosing myself And coming up with cures I twist those tall tales of mine And sprinkle in that self-justification But it's just more lies And it's no surprise I used to think that I I thought I love you But this is not how you treat the people you love I used to think that I I thought I love you But this is not how you treat the people you love So, I don't get to say I love you I don't get to say I care I swear I hate this fucking book I swear I don't know what is fair And what is love And what is war And what is not I know I loved you But this is not how you treat the people you love Used to think that I love you But I know that I don't This is not how you treat anyone that you love Used to think that I love you But I know that I don't This is not how you treat anyone that you love