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I fall in love way too easily I don't know why I don't believe in me I can't find what they all seem to see So I think about thinking about what she's thinking I think about thinking about what she thinks of me I think I think too much but I'm not interesting I think I'm charming but I'm not there visually She's never visiting She never thinks of me Believe me when I say I'm lost in my thoughts sometimes That's not my biggest crime That's wishing that you were mine But since I'm alone now I float in my fragile mind It happens every night But if you could see inside You would know that I'm not alone here These thoughts of mine are fighting back They're winning I fear Oh dear I got no friends anymore Am I weird? 2022, my least favorite year I think about thinking about what she thinks of me I think I think too much but I'm not interesting I think I'm charming but I'm not there visually She's never visiting She never thinks of me Believe me when I say I'm lost in my thoughts sometimes That's not my biggest crime That's wishing that you were mine But since I'm alone now I float in my fragile mind It happens every night But if you could see inside These butterflies And her painted eyes Leave me paralyzed with her lethal venom Can't see inside My crazy mind But you know it like you wrote and read them I think about thinking about what she thinks of me I think I think too much but I'm not interesting I think I'm charming but I'm not there visually She's never visiting She never thinks of me Believe me when I say I'm lost in my thoughts sometimes That's not my biggest crime That's wishing that you were mine But since I'm alone now I float in my fragile mind It happens every night But if you could see inside I think about thinking about what she thinks of me I think I think too much but I'm not interesting I think I'm charming but I'm not there visually She's never visiting She never thinks of me Believe me when I say I'm lost in my thoughts sometimes That's not my biggest crime That's wishing that you were mine But since I'm alone now I float in my fragile mind It happens every night But if you could see inside