New Fears

I've been sitting in this room for a year And all I've got for it's a couple of new fears I've got friends I don't call And they don't call me So this whole thing Is getting pretty lonely I'm getting nervous I'm slowly going crazy But that's fine It's all fine And everyday is starting to get hazy There's too much time To live with the thoughts that run wild through my mind It's Sunday morning and I'm starting to regret Replying to that "Hey you up?" at 2 a.m But what was I supposed to do, say no and lie? The little green dot clearly shows that I'm online Maybe I'll make better choices Next time So now I'm laying here and staring at my ceiling Wishing there was something to do Something I could do To rid myself of this weird and damning feeling But how are you? You getting through? I've been trying to escape these new fears Been making phone calls saying "hi" to all my peers (hello?) and I've been doing better Day by day