RoSE gOLD!

I'm tryna find a way to take away this pain If you were me you would be doing it the same I Always felt like I would never be the same Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I never thought this life would be so cold I've been tryna put these diamonds inside of rose gold I never thought I'd feel so far from home, I'm tryna understand this motherfucking life I chose I feel like I've been making bad decisions with the way I'm living I take so much but I don't even feel it I've been tryna talk to myself and be realistic I'm tryna get off all these drugs, they got me going ballistic I feel like I just need your love, these other hoes got me vicious I'm putting off for the city, till the day that I'm finished But I keep going up because my energy is replenished I know some niggas that don't like me now they call me a menace Some niggas going back and forth, these diamonds on me playing tennis I had to put in all that work, I came from sitting on em benches I'm tryna get it with my people, f*ck them niggas in my mentions You say you hate me because, I don't think you wanna finish that sentence I hope youll be the one to hold me I never thought this life would be so lonely I've been pouring upmy cup, I don't wanna feel stony I told you bitch, the only ones I miss are my homies I'm tryna find a way to take away this pain If you were me you would be doing it the same I always felt like I would never be the same Some people f*ck around and change I never thought this life would be so cold I've been tryna put these diamonds inside of rose gold I never thought I'd feel so far from home I'm tryna understand this motherfucking life I chose I seen some shit in life I changed the feel I never thought that I could make it out with thanks to you I seen some niggas switch up on me so I changed the route These 30s got me feeling different so I changed the mood You seem like a opp so I can't hate with you I never thought this life would turn me super cold I've been tryna see the future going down a bad road Sometimes we gotta figure out what we don't know I've been in this club too long I think it's time to go We got Purple Hearts we tryna change to indigo I've been feeling like I don't have no soul I've been tryna find my way back home I'm tryna understand who I've become I take so much that all I feel is numb But I don't really think that's what I want I like it way too much I've been reaching these achievements they say I won't touch Some niggas tryna show me love I don't think I can trust I talk to God but you know I'ma be the goddamn judge Sometimes the demons reappear I turn them all to dust I feel like I've been making bad decisions with the way I'm living I take so much but I don't even feel it I've been tryna talk to myself and be realistic I'm tryna get off all these drugs they got me going ballistic I never thought this life would be so cold I've been tryna put these diamonds inside of rose gold I never thought I'd feel so far from home I'm tryna understand this motherfucking life I chose I'm tryna find a way to take away this pain If you were me you would be doing it the same I always felt like I would never be the same Some people f*ck around and change I never thought this life would be so cold