Can't Chill

Drowning in my thoughts take it back to oh five that’s when it all started I’m like six years old pure hearted Who knew that lil girl with the bollies a turn to a artist And all those battles she gonna face gonna turn her to the hardest My life changed the day my aunt told me my dad got killed I knew what that meant for me but way too young to grasp it still Memories is lasting still Watch people I call family show they acting skills They turned they backs for real I come from from the back for real My mom got off them packs for real Too much shit got real ain’t have no time to heal no wonder I can’t feel Heart so cold it give me chills Heart so cold I need hug remember days I played in mud Every day straight from the mud it was just me and my blood Niggas aint show us no love Take my pic this just because when I flex its just because When I look up I know he got me from the above You wasnt there f*ck what it was Got me from above you wasnt there f*ck what it was So cold I need hug remember days I played in mud Every day straight from the mud it was just me and my blood Niggas aint show us no love Take my pic this just because when I flex its just because