Afraid of Life

When I try to cry The tears won't follow Would you tell me why I feel so hollow When I try to say a word, I'm scared to I'd rather keep it all inside than let me trust you I blast the music loud so I can't think Lyrics tell my story to hide the truth of all the pain I feel How am I supposed to live if I've never lived yet Teaching myself to love but I just can't give yet I'm quiet but on the inside, I'm screaming It's easier to sleep and just keep dreaming Oh I'm afraid of life Oh I'm afraid of life Afraid of life Always feeling like I'm doing the wrong thing One day I've opened up, the next I'm collapsing I'll never let myself just love, I'm scared to Fake problems in my mind keep me from trusting you I blast the music loud so I can't think Lyrics tell my story to hide the truth of all the pain I feel How am I supposed to live if I've never lived yet Teaching myself to love but I just can't give yet I'm quiet but on the inside I'm screaming It's easier to sleep and just keep dreaming How am I supposed to live if I've never lived yet Teaching myself to love but I just can't give yet I'm quiet but on the inside I'm screaming It's easier to sleep and just keep dreaming Oh I'm afraid of life Oh I'm afraid of life I'm afraid of life I blast the music loud so I can't think Lyrics tell my story to hide the truth of all the pain I feel