Vulnerable Again

I am lonely I am lost I've forgotten how to talk The feeling of having no emotion Please make it stop Living life objectified Can't seem to get it out of my mind No matter what I do Im feeling used What can I do To trust again To love myself again Get me out of my head I can't do this again Wish I was stronger like I was before Saw I put that night behind me, and opened a new door Could I trust myself and want myself to open up again I've lost the thought of, being vulnerable again If I'm the strongest version of me, when I'm with somebody else I'm I simply made of nothing When I'm left to myself Hoping soon this all will go Can't stop thinking this is all some movie or some show People nothing the facts, how do I react Can I trust again Can I love myself again Get me out of my head I can't do this again Wish I was stronger like I was before Say I put that night behind me, and opened a new door Could I trust myself and want myself to open up again I've lost the thought of, being vulnerable again Being vulnerable again Being vulnerable again Being vulnerable again